Who am I?

This song is my anthem,
my anguish.

Melodious Thunks

There's a melancholy
to their melodies
that speaks a little too directly
to my own soul.
So sometimes my chest gets heavy
in an urgent way and I have to escape their beauty.

Threeway My Way

**EXPLICIT**

I want to step close and speak quietly
My breath hot on your neck, tickling your ear
I say, what about him? I think he would join us.
Your grip on my wrist tightens, your breath quickens.
I smile in response and drag my teeth across your earlobe.
Your voice low and husky, you say, go ask...
My fingers skim across your stubbled neck as I move away from you, pressing through the crowd toward him.
You watch me touch his shoulder
You stop breathing as I lean in to make my case.
You fight the urge to run away,
to at least look away.
You catch his eye as he follows my gesture
His smile makes your heart gallop
He slips an arm around my waist and propels me back across the crowded space and you stand.
He smiles and tosses his head toward the exit
We are all in a dream, floating through the hallways, the elevator, fumbling with the card and the door and the lights then each other
He kisses you first then takes off my shirt while you revel in the memory of his mouth on yours
He fills his palm with my breast while reaching for more of your awe-filled kisses
I should feel like an intruder, but I don't -
Watching your hunger for him fuels my desire for you
And I want you to touch him
He pulls away from you and kisses me deeply
I taste you on his lips and moan a little, peeling away from him to taste you myself
You grin in wonder and kiss me hard
I unbuckle your belt and place his hand on your waistband
He kneels before you and slowly unbuttons your fly
You press your face into my cleavage and release my bra hook
I feel you moan into my chest as he takes you into his mouth
Your grip on me tightens
And your breathing becomes shallow
Your eyes slide across mine on your way to closing them
And I know that you know how much I love you
You brace yourself and surrender completely to the pleasure of his mouth and tongue and the rough hands that are so gentle with you