Thursday, January 21, 2021

Musings

 I think I need to just start journaling again.

But it's weird to think about where I would do that...because I'd rather be talking to someone, than no one. If that makes sense? 

But I need to clear away the gunk if I'm going to create.

So maybe journal in the morning, fiction in the evening?

I need to get into a rhythm. 

I need to be selfish, if I'm going to write.

But my loves matter more to me than writing, so I choose them.

It's becoming quiet again... they are drifting off, to their own adult lives...

I will silence the echoes of their receding footsteps with stories and poems.

Regretable

I want more time.

But then...

When I have more time,

I use it foolishly.

So.

Whaddo I know?