Thursday, October 7, 2021

Frisson

I am a growly, impatient rainbow lately...

Ready to rumble, always. 

Tension bursts through to snappishness.

I feel it under the surface just simmering. 

Am I changing? Or just fed up?

I want more. 

And less. 

I want some quiet, some space. 

I want everything to be my way, or I will howl. 

I want to sleep long and well. 

Then maybe my body will allow my mind peace. 

I want to escape all the emotions that seem to run this show. 

I want to feel the un-name-able anger seep out of me, replaced by the joy that usually floats me along... 

I want! 

I want... 

I want.