Adrift

I am lost at sea

tossed about on the waves I've made

When did i stop prioritizing the right things?

When did i let go and turn selfish and greedy?

I am here, alone with my thoughts, without all that I have built

choosing friends who don't even see the best in me

friends with wisdom and good advice but so much fear

I am whole

i am broken

i am strong and healthy and tired and old

i am sad

but so, so happy

did I let myself follow a new leader and forget everything else?

did i let myself lose sight of what's important?